I am happy to say that I have not stayed in the condition I was when I last posted on the blog.

I am saved! I won't say that I haven't been saved up until that day a couple weeks ago, but I will say that God is leading me though the painful, yet supremely fulfilling process of working out my salvation in fear and trembling. What this means for me, is that I am willing today, tomorrow, and forever to allow my view of myself to be shaken... to the most tender core of my being, and give way to my loving Father the access and authority He needs to gently lead me. It is the same process I use with my own Son. Judah regularly challenges my sanity and His own safety, but my commitment and responsibility to His growth(not to mention how cute he is) demands that I lovingly guide his childlike heart through treacherous life into manhood. But even as it is with the Father God; My love for Judah will trump all sanity and reason, simply because of love. I can describe my earthly love for Judah, and I'll be honest, it's beautiful. Imagine a perfect Father...